Just Cannot Catch A Break…
Hey guys… i’m still alive and breathing lol
so, i have had an interesting couple of weeks to say the last, but where to start…. hmmm… Well, a couple of weeks ago i wrote how i had been sick and my doctor told me not to work out or anything. Now finals are coming up and i am as stressed as ever AND guess what… I just broke out in hives. Now, i went to the campus health center and they said that it is probably just stress induced hives. WTF? that can happen? Wow, of course. So, now every time i sit down to study or something all i can think about is that i cannot believe how itchy they are… ughhhh. Really body, can’t you just help me out here. Now that i’ve put dedication and semi-commitment into starting a work out schedule you want to put forth negative things… ugh. 2013 is just not my year…
This really has nothing to do with weight loss but prepare for a moment of venting….
So I’m on my way to go see Catching Fire and it was supposed to be what I thought would be a really amazing girls night! But hey, turns out I’m going to be a third wheel…. Joy right?!
Normally I don’t really give a fuck about being a third wheel (backstory: it happens very often) but recently I have kind of been in a “I don’t want to feel forever alone” kind of mood. I guess it’s just something I have to work on, no caring… But it’s pretty shitty when your friends just make out instead of watching the movie, or decide to be all “cute” during the movie when in reality it’s not cute at all. Is this just me? Do others feel that way?
Listening to the Doctor….
So, a couple of days ago i wrote about me being sick. Well, i went to the doctor and he told me that i can’t do any hardcore physical activity because it wouldn’t help me recover from whatever i have. They don’t even know what i have!
So, anyways! What does hardcore physical activity even mean? Don’t use weights, don’t run a million miles a day, don’t breath? I have no idea… but now i feel stuck. Now i am just focusing on getting at least a power walk in everyday until they give me the clear… ugh
Reminder: If you’re falling off track and you’re scrolling your dash and it looks like everyone else has their chizz together, stop right there because 78% of us really don’t. Everyone struggles. This whole weight loss thing isn’t easy. Don’t beat yourself up over it and don’t make working out and eating healthy a chore. It really should be fun. Don’t ruin it for yourself. Take a break when you need one and get back on track when you’re ready.
Conversation I heard in the club.
- Shy Guy: Hey there..
- Random Guy: Hey what's up?
- Shy Guy: Nothing much, just wanted to say you are really cute.
- Random Guy: Thanks dude!
- Shy Guy: So, are you here with anyone?
- Random Guy: Yeah, my girlfriend just went to the washroom.
- Shy Guy: Oh God, I'm sorry, didn't know you were straight.
- Random Guy: That's alright it's cool.
- Shy Guy: You don't mind me calling you cute?
- Random Guy: A compliment is a compliment no matter who it comes from.